means

maybe if i were less terrified i’d be more inspired
maybe if i were less anxious i’d know more peace
maybe if i knew how to breathe i’d have more breath
maybe if i would accept the realities i’d stop dreaming

but i don’t want to be numb
i don’t want to be passionless
i don’t want to be overwhelmed
because numbness means i’ve lost
passionless means i’m gone
overwhelmed means
means
means
means
that i will only ever
repeat
repeat
repeat
my failures
my indecencies
my worries

get out
of my mind
get out
forever this time

One comment

  1. MJ

    From Daddy:
    “when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I” Psalm 61:2

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