no, i don’t feel alright at all. strange dreams are taking over me, it would be different if it were just one, but two is too much. and the way things ended before i fell into sleep, had my thoughts awake all night and it’s crazy to think that surreal and unimaginable things can become reality in our dreams. such extremes have been overwhelming, but i’ve finally decided-
“don’t hold out on me, don’t hold back your passion. your love and truth are all that keeps me together.”
and if i repeat this to myself enough, i might find sanity in the familiarity of these words.